I;m back!!

Well the title says it all, i'm back with my tail between my legs!! Waddled onto the scales last night and they weren't kind to me at all, but it's all my own fault and i blame it on the morrisons scones!! They're delish..had my last two last night and that's it now...

I;m determined to get myself sorted this time, as was ashamed when i got on the scales last night, really heavy!!! So it's a new start for me....AGAIN! Gotta try and be slimmer for xmas, as busting outa my 14 trousers and that's never a good sign.

Have behaved myself so far, although had to have semi skim milk on my porridge this morning, as skimmed gone horrid, so a pt there and having some extra light salad cream with me prawn salad so another pt and then some butter on my mashed spuds (can't have it without!!) so another pt again!! So that's 3 so far, which is not good...but have planned my meals for the rest of the week...how sad am i and it'll be no points and veg all the way.

Gotta get back into the exercise routine aswell, walked Reggie this morning to mums and will do the same again at lunchtime, just a bugger that it's so dark when i get home as can't go walking then. Exercise Vid tomorrow and thursday and then exercise bike Fri at somepoint.

It's Drew's 16th Birthday Sat, so we shall be going out for a meal, but have planned what i'm having already so there is no chance for me to misbehave!!! And i will not have chips!!!!

I must be thinner by xmas.......please pray that it happens!!!

Sorry for wittering on, but find if i write it all down it helps.....so you can now wake up after i've bored you all silly!!

xx